My life with Damien has always been magical, and never more so than during the holidays, a time for us to celebrate the hardships weโve overcome and the incredible gift that is our family. Over the years, he has both protected and cherished me. He has made my life more rich and full than I could ever have imagined.
This year, heโs treating me and our daughters to a holiday in Manhattan. With parades and ice skating, toy displays and candies. And, most of all, with each other.
Itโs a wonderful gift, a trip I will always cherish. But this year, Iโm the one with the surprise. And I canโt wait to see the look of delight and awe when I finally share my secret with Damien.
But Iโm terrified that when danger strikes, it will take a holiday miracle for me to even get the chance.
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I tug at the belt, both enjoying the sensation of being bound and disturbed that something is troubling my husband. โAre you going to untie me?โ I ask as he lazily runs his fingertips up and down my bare torso.
โIโm not sure,โ he says, cupping my breast and then gently kissing my already tight nipple. โI like you this way.โ His hand slides down, easing between my legs before his fingers slip into me, and I arch up with pleasure, my body still sensitive and hyper-aware.
โI like it, too,โ I manage. โBut I still think you should untie me.โ
โWhy? What do you intend to do once youโre free?โ
โIโll roll you onto your back, then straddle you. Then Iโll lean forward and kiss my way up your chest. Iโll brush my lips over your ear. And then, my darling husband, Iโll whisper that I know whatโs bothering you.โ
To his credit, Damien doesnโt even flinch. My husband has worked too long in the world of high power and high finance to show a reaction he wants to keep hidden. But I know him better than anyone, and I see the hint of a shadow in his eyes. โYou want to talk about it?โ I ask gently.
โI love you,โ he says, making me laugh.
โYou say that like a curse.โ
โNever.โ He kisses me hard to prove the point, then unfastens the belt. โBut even after all this time, sometimes it still surprises me how well you see me. No one else ever has.โ
I lower my arms, then do as I said, easing him onto his back as I climb on top of him. โThen let me tell you,โ I say. โIt didnโt even really start with the kidnapping, though thatโs what set everything in motion.โ
He says nothing, but I feel the tension in his body and know that Iโm right.
โIt really started in Paris,โ I say.
His forehead creases. โIn Paris?โ
โWith Antonio.โ Iโd been attacked near our hotel. Antonio Sanchez had been coming to talk to Damien, and it was just fate that heโd been close enough to step in and rescue me. โNow heโs part of Stark Security,โ I add. โSo are you, of course. The most important part since you founded it. But Antonio and all the others are on the ground doing the dirty work. And I know the way you think.โ
โDo you?โ His voice is flat, and I canโt tell what heโs thinking right then, which sort of ruins my point. But I press on anyway.
โHeโs doing that kind of thing every day now. And you just asked Dallas to join up, too. Did he agree?โ
โI think heโs tempted.โ
I nod slowly. โAnd are you tempted?โ
He lifts his hands to my shoulders and lightly runs his palms down my bare arms. โWould it bother you if I was?โ
โIโโ I hesitate because I donโt want to be the little wife who ties him down. But he needs to know the truth. I kept my fears from him once before and promised I never would again. So I draw a breath and start again. โYou could do it. Youโve got the skills.โ
Thatโs true. A former professional athlete, Damien is in excellent shape. His marksmanship is solid, too. Heโd always been a good shot, but once he became more visible to the public, he started going to a range regularly. After the kidnapping, regularly was upgraded to frequently, and I usually join him, too.
โI hear a but,โ he says.
โIโd be scared,โ I admit. โIโm terrified of losing you.โ
โOh, baby.โ
โIโm sorry.โ Tears prick my eyes, and I know Iโm being selfish. He wants to get more involved, and here I am pulling him back. More, I wish I hadnโt even started this conversation. Because Iโm certain that his attitude will change when he hears my news. For a while, at least.
The truth is that Damien is a man of action, but heโs climbed the mountains heโs made so many times that it feels rote. How can I possibly discourage him when he has something to prove?
I donโt know. But I have to try. Because itโs cold terror I feel when I think of him like that, doing the stuff that the Stark Security agents in the field do.
โYou donโt have to be sorry,โ he says. โThatโs not really who I am. I might be a warrior, but itโs more of the corporate variety, Iโm afraid.โ
โDamienโฆโ I feel my heart squeeze and wish Iโd said nothing.
โBaby, itโs okay. And I can still protect you and the girls, even if itโs in my own unique way.โ
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