New York Timesย bestselling author Tarryn Fisher delivers a pulse-pounding, fast-paced suspense novel that will leave you breathless. A thriller you wonโt be able to put down!
Thursdayโs husband, Seth, has two other wives. Sheโs never met them, and she doesnโt know anything about them. She agreed to this unusual arrangement because sheโs so crazy about him.
But one day, she finds something. Something that tells a very differentโand horrifyingโstory about the man she married.
What follows is one of the most twisted, shocking thrillers youโll ever read.
Youโll have to grab a copy to find out why.
One womanโs life unravels as she discovers shocking truths about her husband, and his two other wives, in Tarryn Fisherโs THE WIVES.
With her latest, Fisher constructs an unreliable narrative with ratcheting tension and an unsettling, thrumming paranoia. Itโs utterly absorbing with an unrelenting pace that held me rapt beginning to end.
We first meet Thursday, as she prepares for her husband Seth to come home on her designated day. But as much as she loves her husband, she must share him with two other women whom she knows nothing about. Shoving away insecurity and curiosity, she tries to make every moment count with the man she loves.
Until one day, she discovers the name of one of the other wives.
And so she digs.
Then she discovers something far more shocking.
And so she digs some more.
Soon, sheโs caught in a tailspin where truth blurs into something between lies and illusion. Startling revelations have Thursday questioning Seth, their marriage, their future, and before too long, it all comes to a head.
Although weโre no strangers to unreliable narratives, Fisherโs writing is sharp and propulsive, with an edge that feels fresh. She gives us a glimpse inside one womanโs mindโher delusions, her longing, her fears and insecurities, and itโs a fascinating, absorbing adventure with twists aplenty and a scandalously satisfying ending.
Grab a glass of wine and enjoy the rideโyou wonโt be able to put it down.
One womanโs life unravels as she discovers shocking truths about her husband, and his two other wives, in Tarryn Fisherโs THE WIVES.
With her latest, Fisher constructs an unreliable narrative with ratcheting tension and an unsettling, thrumming paranoia. Itโs utterly absorbing with an unrelenting pace that held me rapt beginning to end.
We first meet Thursday, as she prepares for her husband Seth to come home on her designated day. But as much as she loves her husband, she must share him with two other women whom she knows nothing about. Shoving away insecurity and curiosity, she tries to make every moment count with the man she loves.
Until one day, she discovers the name of one of the other wives.
And so she digs.
Then she discovers something far more shocking.
And so she digs some more.
Soon, sheโs caught in a tailspin where truth blurs into something between lies and illusion. Startling revelations have Thursday questioning Seth, their marriage, their future, and before too long, it all comes to a head.
Although weโre no strangers to unreliable narratives, Fisherโs writing is sharp and propulsive, with an edge that feels fresh. She gives us a glimpse inside one womanโs mindโher delusions, her longing, her fears and insecurities, and itโs a fascinating, absorbing adventure with twists aplenty and a scandalously satisfying ending.
Grab a glass of wine and enjoy the rideโyou wonโt be able to put it down.
O N E
He comes over on Thursday every week. Thatโs my day, Iโm Thursday. Itโs a hopeful day, lost in the middle of the more important days; not the beginning or the end, but a stop. An appetizer to the weekend. Sometimes I wonder about the other days and if they wonder about me. Thatโs how women are, right? Always wondering about each otherโcuriosity and spite curdling together in little emotional puddles. Little good that does; if you wonder too hard, youโll get everything wrong.
I set the table for two. Iโm a little buzzed as I lay out the silverware, pausing to consider the etiquette of what goes where. I run my tongue along my teeth and shake my head. Iโm being silly; itโs just me and Seth tonightโan at home date. Not that thereโs anything elseโwe donโt do regular dates very often at the risk of being seen. Imagine thatโฆ not wanting to be seen with your husband. Or your husband not wanting to be seen with you. The vodka I sipped earlier has warmed me, made my limbs loose and careless. I almost knock over the vase of flowers as I place a fork next to a plate: a bouquet of the palest pink roses. I chose them for their sexual innuendo because when youโre in a position like mine, being on top of your sexual game is of the utmost importance. Look at these delicate, pink petals. Do they make you think of my clit? Good!
To the right of the vaginal flowers sit two white candles in silver candlestick holders. My mother once told me that under the flickering light of a candle flame, a woman can almost look ten years younger. My mother cared about those things. Every six weeks a doctor slid a needle into her forehead, pumping thirty ccโs of Botox into her dermis. She had a subscription to every glossy fashion magazine you could name and collected books on how to keep your husband. No one tries that hard to keep their husband unless theyโve already lost him. I used to think her shallow, back when my ideals were untainted by reality. I had big plans to be anything but my mother: to be loved, to be successful, to make beautiful children. But the truth is that the heartโs desire is a mere current against the tide of nurture and nature. You can spend your whole life swimming against it and eventually youโll get tired and the current of genes and upbringing will pull you under. I became a lot like her and a little bit like me.
I roll the wheel of the lighter with my thumb and hold the flame above the wick. The lighter is a Zippo, the worn remnants of a Union Jack flag on the casing. The flickering tongue reminds me of my brief stint with smoking. To look cool, mostlyโI never inhaled, but I lived to see that glowing cherry at my fingertips. My parents bought the candle holders for me as a housewarming gift after I saw them in a Tiffanyโs catalog. I found them to be predictably classy. When youโre newly married, you see a pair of candlestick holders and imagine a lifetime of roast dinners that will go along with them. Dinners much like the one weโre having tonight. My life is almost perfect.
I glance out the bay window as I fold the napkins, the view of the park spread out beneath me. Itโs gray outside, typical of Seattle. The view of the park is why I chose this particular unit instead of the much larger, nicer unit overlooking Elliott Bay. While most people would have chosen the view of the water, I prefer a view of peopleโs lives. A silver-haired couple sits on a bench, staring out at the pathway where cyclists and joggers pass every few minutes. Theyโre not touching, though their heads move in unison whenever someone goes by. I wonder if that will be Seth and me one day, and then my cheeks warm as I think of the others. Imagining what the future holds proves difficult when factoring in two other women who share your husband.
I set out the bottle of pinot grigio that I chose from the market earlier today. The label is boring, not something that catches the eye, but the austere-looking man who sold it to me had described its taste in great detail, rubbing his fingers together as he spoke. I canโt recall what heโd said, even though it was only a few hours ago. Iโd been distracted, focused on the task of collecting ingredients. Cooking, my mother taught me, is the only good way to be a wife.
Standing back, I examine my work. Overall, itโs an impressive table, but I am queen of presentation, after all. Everything is just right, the way he likes it, and thus, the way I like it. Itโs not that I donโt have a personality; itโs just that everything I am is reserved for him. As it should be.
At six oโclock sharp, I hear the key turn in the lock and then the whistle of the door opening. I hear the click as it closes, and his keys hitting the table in the entryway. Seth is never late, and when you live a life as complicated as his, order is important. I smooth down the hair I so painstakingly curled and step from the kitchen into the hallway to greet him. Heโs looking down at the mail in his hand, raindrops clinging to the tips of his hair.
โYou got the mail! Thank you.โ Iโm embarrassed by the enthusiasm in my voice. Itโs just the mail, for Godโs sake.
He sets the pile down on the little marble table in the entryway, next to his keys, and smiles. There is a tilt in my belly, heat and a flurry of excitement. I step into the breadth of him, inhaling his scent, and burying my face in his neck. Itโs a nice neck, tan and wide. It holds up a very good head of hair and a face that is traditionally handsome with the tiniest bit of roguish scruff. I nestle into him. Five days is a long time to go without the man you love. In my youth, I considered love a burden. How could you get anything done when you had to consider someone else every second of the day? When I met Seth, that all went out the window. I became my mother: doting, yielding, spread-eagle emotionally and sexually. It both thrilled and revolted me.
โI missed you,โ I tell him.
I kiss the underside of his chin, then the tender spot beneath his ear, and then stand on my tiptoes to reach his mouth. I am thirsty for his attention and my kiss is aggressive and deep. He moans from the back of his throat, and his briefcase drops to the floor with a thud. He wraps his arms around me.
โThat was a nice hello,โ he says. Two of his fingers play the knobs of my spine like a saxophone. He massages them gently until I squirm closer.
โIโd give you a better one, but dinner is ready.โ
His eyes become smoky, and I silently thrill. I turned him on in under two minutes. I want to say, Beat that, but to whom? Something uncoils in my stomach, a ribbon unrolling, unrolling. I try to catch it before it goes too far. Why do I always have to think of them? The key to making this work is not thinking of them.
โWhat did you make?โ He unravels the scarf from his neck and loops it around mine, pulling me close and kissing me once more. His voice is warm against my cold trance, and I push my feelings aside, determined not to ruin our night together.
โSmells good.โ
I smile and sashay into the dining roomโa little hip to go with his dinner. I pause in the doorway to note his reaction to the table.
โYou make everything beautiful.โ He reaches for me, his strong, tanned hands tracked with veins, but I dance away, teasing. Behind him, the window is rinsed with rain. I glance over his shoulderโthe couple on the bench are gone. What did they go home to? Chinese takeoutโฆcanned soupโฆ?
I move on to the kitchen, making sure Sethโs eyes are on me. Experience has taught me that you can drag a manโs eyes if you move the right way.
โA rack of lamb,โ I call over my shoulder. โCouscousโฆโ
He plucks the bottle of wine from the table, holding it by the neck and tilting it down to study the label. โThis is a good wine.โ Seth is not supposed to drink wine; he doesnโt with the others. Religious reasons. He makes an exception for me and I chalk it up to another one of my small victories. I have lured him into deep red, merlots and crisp chardonnays. Weโve kissed, and laughed, and fucked drunk. Only with me; he hasnโt done that with them.
Silly, I know. I chose this life and itโs not about competing, itโs about providing, but one canโt help but keep a tally when other women are involved.
When I return from the kitchen with dinner clutched between two dishtowels, he has poured the wine and is staring out the window while he sips. Beneath the twelfth-floor window, the city hums her nightly rhythm. A busy street cuts a path in front of the park. To the right of the park and just out of view is the Sound, dotted with sailboats and ferries in the summer, and masked with fog in the winter. From our bedroom window, you can see itโa wide expanse of standing and falling water. The perfect Seattle view.
โI donโt care about dinner,โ he says. โI want you now.โ His voice is commanding; Seth leaves little room for questions. Itโs a trait that has served him well in all areas of his life.
I set the platters on the table, my appetite for one thing gone and replaced by another. I watch as he blows out the candles, never taking his eyes from me, and then I walk to the bedroom, reaching around and unzipping my dress as I go. I do it slowly so he can watch, peeling off the layer of silk. I feel him behind me: the large presence, the warmth, the anticipation of whatโs to come. My perfect dinner cools on the table, the fat of the lamb congealing around the edges of the serving dish in oranges and creams as I slip out of the dress and bend at the waist, letting my hands sink into the bed. Iโm wrist-deep in the down comforter when his fingers graze my hips and hook in the elastic waist of my panties. He pulls them down, and when they flutter around my ankles, I kick free of them.
The tink of metal and then the zzzweeep of his belt. He doesnโt undressโthereโs just the muted sound of his pants falling to his ankles.
After, I warm our dinner in the microwave, wrapped in my robe. There is a throbbing between my legs, a trickle of semen on my thigh; I am sore in the best possible way. I carry his plate to where he is lying shirtless on the couch, one arm thrown over his headโan image of exhaustion. I cannot remove the grin from my lips, though I try. Itโs a break in my usual facade, this grinning like a schoolgirl.
โYouโre beautiful,โ he says when he sees me. His voice is gruff like it always is post-sex. โYou felt so good.โ He reaches up to rub my thigh as he takes his plate. โDo you remember that vacation we talked about taking? Where do you want to go?โ This is the essence of postcoital conversation with Seth: he likes to talk about the future after he comes.
Do I remember? Of course I remember. I rearrange my face so that it looks surprised.
Heโs been promising a vacation for a year. Just the two of us.
My heart beats faster. Iโve been waiting for this. I didnโt want to push it since heโs been so busy, but here it isโmy year. Iโve imagined all the places we can go. Iโve narrowed it down to a beach. White sands and lapis lazuli water, long walks along the waterโs edge holding hands in public. In public.
โI was thinking somewhere warm,โ I say. I donโt make eye contactโI donโt want him to see how eager I am to have him to myself. I am needy, and jealous, and petty. I let my robe fall open as I bend to set his wine on the coffee table. He reaches inside and cups my breast like I knew he would. He is predictable in some ways.
โTurks and Caicos?โ he suggests. โTrinidad?โ Yes and yes!
Lowering myself into the armchair that faces the sofa, I cross my legs so that my robe slips open and reveals my thigh.
โYou choose,โ I say. โYouโve been more places than I have.โ I know he likes that, to make the decisions. And what do I care where we go? So long as I get him for a week, uninterrupted, unshared. For that week, he will be only mine. A fantasy. Now comes the time I both dread and live for.
โSeth, tell me about your week.โ
He sets his plate down and rubs the tips of his fingers together. They are glistening from the grease of the meat. I want to go over and put his fingers in my mouth, suck them clean.
โMonday is sick, the babyโฆโ
โOh, no,โ I say. โSheโs still in her first trimester, so it will be that way for a few more weeks.โ
He nods, a small smile playing on his lips. โSheโs very excited, despite the sickness. I bought her one of those baby name books. She highlights the names she likes and then we look through them when I see her.โ
I feel a spike of jealousy and push it aside immediately.
This is the highlight of my week, hearing about the others.
I donโt want to ruin it with petty feelings.
โThatโs so exciting,โ I say. โDoes she want a boy or a girl?โ
He laughs as he walks over to the kitchen to set his plate in the sink. I hear the water running and then the lid of the trash can as he throws his paper towel away.
โShe wants a boy. With dark hair, like mine. But I think whatever we have will have blond hair, like hers.โ
I picture Monday in my mindโlong, pin-straight blond hair, a surferโs tan. Sheโs lean and muscular with perfect white teeth. She laughs a lotโmostly at the things he saysโand is youthfully in love. He told me once that she is twenty-five but looks like a college girl. Normally, Iโd judge a man for that, the clichรฉ way men want younger women, but it isnโt true of him. Seth likes the connection.
โYouโll let me know as soon as you know what youโre having?โ
โItโs a ways off, but yes.โ He smiles, the corner of his mouth moving up. โWe have a doctorโs appointment next week. Iโll have to head straight over on Monday morning.โ He winks at me and I am not skilled enough to hide my flush. My legs are crossed and my foot bounces up and down as warmth fills my belly. He has the same effect on me now as he had on the first day we met.
โCan I make you a drink?โ I ask, standing up.
I walk over to the bar and hit Play on the stereo. Of course he wants a drink, he always wants a drink on the evenings when weโre together. He told me that he secretly keeps a bottle of scotch at the office now, and I mentally gloat at my bad influence. Tom Waits begins to sing and I reach for the decanter of vodka.
I used to ask about Tuesday, but Seth is more hesitant to talk about her. Iโve always chalked it up to her being in a position of authority as first wife. The first wife, the first woman he loved. Itโs daunting in a way to know Iโm only his second choice. Iโve consoled myself with that fact that I am Sethโs legal wife, that even though theyโre still together, he had to divorce her to marry me. I donโt like Tuesday. Sheโs selfish; her career takes the most dominant role in her lifeโthe space I reserve for Seth. And while I disapprove, I canโt entirely blame her, either. Heโs gone five days of the week. We have one rotating day that we take turns with, but itโs our job to fill the week with things that arenโt him: stupid things for meโpottery making, romance novels and Netflix; but for Tuesday, itโs her career. I root around in the pocket of my robe, searching for my ChapStick. We have entire lives outside of our marriage. Itโs the only way to stay sane.
Pizza for dinner again? I used to ask. Heโd admitted to me once that Tuesday was a takeout-ordering girl rather than a cooking girl.
Always so judgmental about other peopleโs cooking skills, heโd tease.
I set up two glasses and fill them with ice. I can hear Seth moving behind me, getting up from the couch. The soda bottle hisses as I twist off the cap and top off the glasses. Before Iโm finished making our drinks, heโs behind me, kissing my neck. I dip my head to the side to give him better access. He takes his drink from me and walks over to the window while I sit.
I look over from my spot on the couch, my glass sweaty against my palm.
Seth lowers himself next to me on the couch, setting his drink on the coffee table. He reaches to rub my neck while he laughs.
His eyes are dancing, flirtatious. I fell in love with those eyes and the way they always seemed to be laughing. I lift one corner of my mouth in a smile and lean back into him, enjoying the solid feel of his body against my back. His fingers trail up and down my arm.
Whatโs left to discuss? I want to make sure Iโm familiar with all areas of his life. โThe businessโฆ?โ
โAlexโฆโ He pauses. I watch as he runs the pad of his thumb across his bottom lip, a habit Iโm endeared to.
What has he done now?
โI caught him in another lie,โ he says.
Alex is Sethโs business partner; they started the company together. For as long as I can remember, Alex has been the face of the business: meeting with clients and securing the jobs, while Seth is the one who manages the actual building of the homes, dealing with things like the contractors and inspections. Seth has told me that the very first time they butted heads was over the name of the company: Alex wanted his last name to be incorporated into the name of the business, while Seth wanted it to include the Pacific Northwest. Theyโd fought it out and settled on Emerald City Development. Over the last years their attention to detail and sheer beauty of the homes they build has secured them several high-profile clients. I have never met Alex; he doesnโt know I exist. He thinks Sethโs wife is Tuesday. When Seth and Tuesday were first married, theyโd go on vacations with Alex and his wifeโonce to Hawaii and another time on a ski holiday to Banff. Iโve seen Alex in photos. Heโs an inch shorter than his wife, Barbara, who is a former Miss Utah. Squat and balding, he has a close-lipped smugness about him.
There are so many people I havenโt met. Sethโs parents, for example, and his childhood friends. As second wife, I may never have the chance.
โOh?โ I say. โWhatโs up?โ
My existence is exhausting, all of the games I play. This is a womanโs curse. Be direct, but not too direct. Be strong, but not too strong. Ask questions, but not too many. I take a sip of my drink and sit on the couch next to him.
โDo you enjoy this?โ he asks. โItโs sort of strange, you asking aboutโโ
โI enjoy you.โ I smile. โKnowing your world, what you feel and experience when you arenโt with me.โ Itโs true, isnโt it? I love my husband, but Iโm not the only one. There are others. My only power is my knowledge. I can thwart, one-up, fuck his brains out and feign an aloof detached interest, all with a few well-timed questions.
Seth sighs, rubbing his eyes with the heels of his hands.
โLetโs go to bed,โ he says.
I study his face. For tonight, heโs done talking about them. He holds out a hand to help me up and I take it, letting him pull me to my feet.
We make love this time, kissing deeply as I wrap my legs around him. I shouldnโt wonder, but I do. How does a man love so many women? A different woman almost every other day. And where do I fall in the category of favor?
He falls asleep quickly, but I do not. Thursday is the day I donโt sleep.
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